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Monday (Day 1):
Breakfast:
-Eggs & sauage
Lunch: None
Dinner:
Omelette with: cheese, sauage, onion, & bacon
Drinks: Water
Snacks: Edameme & Yogert
Tuesday (Day 2)
Breakfast:
-Yogert
Lunch:
-Zaxby’s grilled chicken salad
Dinner:
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Drinks: Water & a diet ginger ale
Snacks: 10 hot fries :( -
However I feel like I have a weight on my chest that I can’t get off.
Its my cousin Lyric, I just wish it was written all over my face. I wish I didn’t have to struggle and be so scared to talk about it. Leukemia is so scary to me and I don’t really know how to handle this situation at all. I want to bring it up I want to be able to talk about it, but when I do my voice starts shaking, then it spreads to my knee’s, then my hands won’t stop moving, then my mind just draws a blank and I can’t talk anymore. I didn’t know till now that there is SUCH a big difference between knowing, and saying it.
I literally just want to tell everyone I come in contact with about him so I know that there is one more person out there thinking and praying about him. But its so hard, since I found out I think I’ve personally talked to only 8 people about. Just in my head I am screaming to tell everyone but how do you bring up something like that? how am I suppose to bring this up without people pitying me? I’m not asking for pity I’m ask for hope, support, and most of all care. I want people to care as much as me.
I feel like I’m literally hiding behind a screen with all these emotions but if you have any ideas how I can spread the word about my cousin in other ways. Let me know. I want as many people as possible to know his story. -
- Help someone broken down on the side of the road.
- Visit the West Coast.
- Go see the Goo Goo Dolls live.
- Live close to the beach (preferably Destin, but I won’t be picky).
- Be rich from doing something I love.
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My biggest fear about having kids, is that I’m scared whoever I marry when we have a kid our relationship will fall apart. I know I need a lot of attention but I know a kid needs more, and it scares the hell out of me.
I know I’m looking way into the future here, trust me I know that. However, I saw this on post secret and I couldn’t help but to relate in a way.
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Its crazy how everything happens for a reason
Joe: We met because I went a friends pool with a few friends. Randomly started talking to a guy named John who happened to be there. Who when I hung out with later that night brought Joe with him. If none of that happened I wouldn’t be in an almost two year relationship with the most amazing guy I’ve ever met.
Cassy: We started talking cause I was friends with her best friend at the time, and I saw on her myspace that Wonderwall was her favorite song. It still is my favorite song and that is how we started talking and almost 5 years ago.
Lexi: She was dating a friend of mine at the time and we both HATED each other cause of dumb high school reasons. Then a couple days or so after the two had broken up I picked her up from swayze’s to save her from a friend that basically ditched her. Since then I really couldn’t imagine my life without her. If she didn’t date my friend, I probably wouldn’t have known who she is and I would be left with another half.
Devin: I met Devin at The Taste of Chaos. He went there with a friend of mine at the time and we randomly met up and I thought Devin was cute just to find out a year later that he was gay. If that didn’t happen though I think we would just be acquaintances through Cassy, and that would be hard to picture.
SO! Thank you: John, Rachel, Myspace, Drew, and Krista for playing a small role in my life and bringing me the best people I have met in my life.
